Love Me or Leave Me

- Say you're sorry. No more no less. I've had enough of your ridiculous coldness. You either love me, or leave me. Stop pretending you still want me. Miss me. And need me. Tell me to my face you are not interested at all, and just turn your back to me. I want to walk away too but I need you to say you're sorry first.


- Why should I apologize? And I've told you many times I'm not the type of telling you sweet things. That's just not me. You want to stay then fine. If you don't, and are tired of me then go. We move on separately. I don't see why you have to make things so complicated. I told you I like you. And that's all.

- Just leave me then.

- Fine... If that's what you want.

What He Thinks, How He Feels

If you really cared about me
if you truly paid attention to my words
you wouldn't have hurt me this much
and I'm telling you
this ain't the first time
and I'm wondering
if I'm only your hobby
or someone whom you claimed
means everything to you.

It's not about you wearing
this or that
with or without
it's the times you showed
you didn't hear
or simply have forgotten
my words
words which came out from my heart
when I said
"please don't hurt me"
are you listening to me now?

Take My Hand And Never Fleak It Away

On the 23rd of April, at 1:08 pm, you said I'm reckless, spoiled and I've an attitude problem.

But today I tell you what my biggest problem is: I'm ridiculously clingy and I'm going to stick with you forever whether you like it or not, and there's no way you can ditch me out.

Hey

I miss you but I don't need to see you all the time.
I love you but I'm not in love with you.
I'm very selfish and I enjoy tasting happiness through various ways, and you're one of the ways that I'm interested in to take a sip of joy and excitement.













I know you don't love me which is fine because I've stopped expecting that from you.
I will never leave whom I've won because of you, since you're only an extra way for me to feel the heat. He means everything to me, even though I'm greedy, reckless and have intentions to cheat.
Are we clear now?

Me & Mr. Jones

I hate it when I put myself in situtions where I'm cursed to think and rethink a thousand things regarding this one person. Why can't my mind be more open and use that energy on several people instead of focusing on him only? Work brain, work! But it's not about my brain, it's my heart... and that's complicated...