Take A Breath, Relax Your Brain And Forget Your Heart

It's suffocating. Unbearably acceptable. The more time we spend together, the more I want to stick to you forever. And this is too much, I'm telling you. The fear of losing you one day is really kicking in, making me act like a control freak, monitoring every step you take. Having my eyes on you most of the time only to know exactly what you do and what kind of friends you've got around. The paranoia of you loving me less because of my compulsively possessive behaviour and never ending talks is growing. The fact that I keep suppressing your temper is not helping either. What is going on?... I guess... I'm just too scared of you running away from me... And perhaps, I'm really holding you too tight...