Love?!

It's hard to keep being positive when things around you keep knocking you down when you just feel a little better. You say you love me. You say your love for me will only increase. You say you are the happiest man when you are with me. But your actions don't quite show the point. Or am I missing something? You don't ask me how I am. You text me as if you are only reporting to me where you are going, and that's it. You don't write to me asking how's my day? Or telling me how was your night. But again, if I ask you what is wrong, why are you acting like this, you will tell me to stop giving you so much stress, that you're tired, you have lots of things to do, etc etc etc, than putting me first. OK... I get it. Why should I bother so much. Why should I, once again, let another man hurt me. Why should my happiness depend on one man only. I'm tired an sick of always talking about my love life. I need someone to put me above everything else. I need someone to constantly show me his love for me. I need to be loved. Extremely loved and cared. I crave for love. I'm addicted to love. I simply need a man who can love me so much so much so much so much so much that he's willing to do anything for me. I know this is a crazy thought, a crazy dream, an unrealistic aim. But that's what I need. I need love. I need him.