I have no idea why I'm missing you this much even though we'd just had lunch. Perhaps the sandwich I had didn't make me full enough. Or perhaps, I'm just too... too into you. If I could, I would love to in filter myself to every single visible pore of yours, so I could stay with you 24 x 7. But let's stop thinking the impossible, and aim for something more viable which is: to stick myself next to you, just like koalas do when they hug a tree from sunrise till they have pins and needles, and ignore everything around me except the notion of your breath still blowing my ears. The whole mechanism of thinking of you at night wishing tomorrow could come easier and faster, seeing you in the afternoon holding your arm and refusing to let you go, and then longing for you again during the evening and dreaming of you in my ridiculously sweet yet wild dreams is driving me mental... Maybe I'm exaggerating. Mental is not the right word here... Let me put it this way: all this is driving me close to a certain level of neediness impossible to be surpassed. And all this neediness growing inside this fragile body of mine is all due to one thing: Love. Yes, I'm so in love with you that I got to see you everyday. I'm so in love with you that I have to breathe your unique smell everyday. I'm so in love with you that whenever I see you smile I smile as well even though I just stepped on something really brownish, sticky and smelly. Believe or not, you've become my life. If this is freaking you out, well, all I can say is: you just have to deal with it, because deep down you're feeling the same mechanism of love, pumping your heart and coloring your days. So come on, just admit it.
There are 365 days in a year, and you've successfully managed to go through such a tough metamorphosis: from a mere human being into someone else's most precious and beautiful other half... Let me be precise: my other half. So thank you, my love.
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